CHAPTER 11

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CHAPTER 11

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Most of people could say that their present has a reflection of their past. Some believe that they had moved on from their past and it had made them stronger and time had healed all their wounds and their present won’t be over shadowed by their past. But some wounds are too deep in you a single blow and it is open and you bleed with pain. But still you try to keep yourself together and focus on your present so you won’t destroy it like your past was destroyed. Life can never be as you plan something could or would go wrong sometimes it’s your fault sometimes or someone else’s. Your life is also defined by your family as they are the first relations you have you see and learn from them. If there is no one to guide you and all you see around you is the things that would only misguide you still you hold yourself and try to build a world in between the ruins of people you called family. But what if you have to go through blow after blow and the hurt you tried to heal was growing deeper and deeper with each new one adding to it and at last you are to filled with pain and every breath you take is a reminder of your pain as it had seeped in your soul now all you are pain and every other emotion is lost to never be found.

Sleeping is the only act that detaches us from the world around us, best way to forget that you have any pain or you suffer. But not everyone is lucky to get this peace like life sleep is to miles away from the person sleeping in the bed. ASR had been sleeping with his new bride in his arms but there was no peace or serenity on his face, his soul was restless in sleep to her to he could not find peace as the moment he closed his eyes he would be transported to the place that was his own personal hell that burned him all the time. You never truly cherish happiness if you had never been in pain, but what if you had only been in pain all your life and happiness you thought was an illusion. He had never been a strong sleeper as his mind even when in sleep recites the memory he could never forget. His eyes were shut tightly, brows rose up, his forehead sweaty and lips frowning and the color of his face was looking drained and pale. He was again reliving them and he was hearing the voices again

“I don’t want you”

“Go out and if you come back her I will ship your ass to the place you had come from”

“Why do you keep on clinging to me all the time, how many times should I tell you, you are just the extra baggage I never wanted, no one wants you and never will.”

A slap landed on his soft cheeks making it burn red in flames and sting as the finger imprint was visible now on his soft cheeks he looked up at the person who held his hand harshly to cause him more pain and said why don’t you understand you dumbass no one was waiting for you and this surprise of you cost me a lost dammit and pushed him harshly on the ground and left.

A ten year old boy was looking with tears in his eyes but like always no one was there to wipe them away and he heard more abuses you are a fool who things he could be loved, love you are not even liked by anyone.

ASR jerked open his eyes and he never shivered or got hyper while he sees this dreams but his face would show his turmoil and the sweat beats on his forehead. He looked at the figure sleeping next to him and removing his hand from her waist he wiped the sweat beats of his face and got up from the bed. He moved out of the bed and saw his boxer lying on floor her picked them up and wore it, he was about to make himself a drink when he heard the chattering of someone’s teeth in cold due to air condition as she was naked he turned back to bed and covered her with the quilt and left for making him a drink. He sat on the bar stool that was situated at the corner in his room. He pour a drink for him and gulped it down in one go.  He pours another for him but this time he looked at the warm amber liquid in his hand and he was twisting and circling his finger on the rim of the glass that lay on the bar counter he was lost in deep thought for few minutes and then he gulped down the drink. He looked at  his face on the mirror that was right in front of him and his eyes were blood red this was not new to him he would get up from that nightmares every time and every night was same he was use to it and then only after taking few drinks he could go back to sleep. He let a sick laugh at it his life was destroyed and he also knew he had become the destruction it’s all he had learned in his life and all they could give him. His eyes very empty this time to there was no pain or anger or any other emotion he was a hollow shell with nothing to give he wanted only to take and rule. When you have been only in pain and suffered you turn numb slowly and when you can’t feel your pain how can you feel other’s.

He turned his back when he heard some murmuring and saw his wife sleeping sleep talking. He looked at her with intense eyes he had never thought to get married to a girl so young but she had tried to mess and destroy his perfect plan and if she would have not then her sister Payal would have been here but he had no complains he though she was better than Payal. He had been good to her till now but if she would keep this stubborn attitude of her than he would have to show her what he could really do. He knew he had no soul or he himself doubted whether he was human the only thing that made him human was that he to bleed but other than that he didn’t feel alive so how can he be human. He looked around his room and then the figure resting on his bed this was the first time he had let anyone to enter his home no one had ever been invited to his house and here this girl was in his bedroom and also now she was Mrs. Raizada how ironical life can be. He had thought to keep her in the room next or opposite to him, but he knew she was not yet tamed and he would need to keep her as close as possible as she will surely try to fly off again so he had kept her close to him on his bed any ways he never tried to do things that were not according to him. He looked once at her and left the room, before walking out he looked at the wall clock it showed one am and he walked out closing the door.

He walked through the corridor and then turned to one door and opened it and walked in closing the door and again walked through the corridor and then taking a right and walking through and saw a door in front of him and he opened it and walked in. he saw her lying down on the bed with different machine attached to her he walked toward her bed and sat down on the chair near her bed and held her hand but his eyes were still as cold as eyes anyone who would see him will thing that the person lying on the bed is not that important but looks can be deceiving. The man who was sitting here was looking at her and said you broke the promise of never letting go of me, you said you would never give up on me and see what you did here you are so close yet so far tell me how could I get you back, like always he got no reply and he smiled sarcastically and said you would never be this quiet even if it shouted at you and now when I tell you to speak you just ignore me, when are you going to wake up. He looked at her and said you know you look old now as if you are in your sixties but you are just 29 years old. He waited but no reply he knew she hated only one thing that was being called aged but today there was no answer from her. He got up from the chair and said see you soon Mrs. Raizada and kissed her forehead and left once looking back at her.

He entered back in his room and got on bed and slept with his back facing Khushi who was still lost and deep in sleep and her face too was covered by the quilt she had on her as if this could protect her from the beast sleeping next to him. But after few minutes he pulled her back in his embrace and tightly gripping her waist her closed his heavy lids not due to sleep but due to the alcohol he consumed. Khushi actually had lost her consciousness after the day took a toll on her and he body gave up and she drifted to sleep a way to escape him and the dread he created on her. She was in her dream land and dreaming about her happy times with her parents and sister. It was a safe heaven for her where she felt protected from all the evils. But it was a cruel game of destiny while one couldn’t get few hours of sound sleep as he could not escape his hell even their while other escaped to sleep as there is the only place she felt warmth of love and protection from this cold place. Both had slept in each other’s embrace but later drifted to the edge of either side of the bed pushing each other away in sleep. As one was not habitual to this warmth and comfortable feeling while other was protesting the other even in sleep as she felt only fear and disgust for him.

When morning rays knocked on the window of their bedroom it could not penetrate in as the curtains were closed as if, it’s not allowed to disturb their sleep. But clock in the walk stuck ten a figure in the bed moved and starched a bit and slowly opened its eyes. At first Khushi’s sleepy eyes could not make sense to anything as she was fuzz still due to sleep. She got up and sat on the bed and after rubbing her eyes for few second she looked around the room and frowned she was not in her room and then she felt chill ran down her body and she looked at her body and what she was made her gasp at her state. She saw herself naked and a quilt lying on her lower body from her hips covering her entire body. She quickly pulled up the quilt to cover her upper body and held it close to herself, as if it could protect her. She looked at the side and saw a man sleeping and she knew who he was, till know her mind had processed where she was and what happen to her last night or more precisely what he did to her last night. She had flashes of what had occurred and she quickly hugged the quilt to her chest even more tightly and tried to even her breath that has been uneven due to fear. She looked at him once and held the quilt close to her she was thankful that he had at least wore boxer otherwise she would have fainted like last night. She got up from the bed slowly without making a noise.

Khushi had got up from the bed and was now trying to think what she should do she tied the guilt tightly around her and made sure it’s secure so it won’t fall down.  She was thinking were she could run and moved toward the door of the bedroom, but then she saw at herself and realization hitting her she knew she could not run without any clothes on her so she turned back and left for the washroom and soon she was in and she locked the door. She was scared to death her legs were shivering and it was a miracle she could walk on them.  She held the basin slab and turned to see herself in the mirror opposite to it she let go of the quilt and saw herself in the full length mirror she could see bite marks on her shoulder, neck and valley of her breast and she raised her hand to touch them and hissed in pain she saw her wrist and saw bruises on them and knew how it got their and then she looked at her feet and there were bruises to. She closed her eyes and few tears drop down but she wiped them away and tried to touch all the marks he had left and then she looked at her breast and an image of his squeezing them and his manhood moving in them and then something stick liquid like substance spreading all over her she closed her eyes and shiver and quickly turned to move toward shower cabinet so she could remove his touch from her body. She was about to slip due to her shaky legs but managed to keep herself steady and got in the shower cabinet and turned the knob on letting the water splash on her with full speed and she rubbed her body as if trying to take off his touch from her but her rubbing was causing her bruises to turn more and more red and she hissed every time she touched them she had always been delicate and so her family had always been protective about her a small wound will make her take whole house on her head but today she had no one to share her pain with she had always been the one to share she could never keep it to herself. She knew what sex was but she didn’t know what he did with her last night and it confused and scared her.

Arnav had got up when he heard the door of the bathroom being closed he knew she was in as in few minute he heard water running. He stretched lazily and relaxed a bit and then got out of the bed and moved toward the bathroom door. He unlocked the locked door and got in and saw he in the shower cabinet rubbing her body vigorously. He looked at her once who was still obvious to his presence he moved toward the basin and splashed water on his face and open the cabinet on the wall and took his brush and brushed his teeth after five minute he was done and kept the brush back, then he turned and walked toward the Jacuzzi on the opposite side of the shower cabinet and filled it with water and on the Jacuzzi and added few soap and oil in it and then he moved toward the shower cabinet and opened it with a lot of force that it banged on the wall and he got in. khushi who was lost in her though of what he did to her had no idea that the person she was thinking about had again invaded her space without any care as if he ruled it. She heard a huge bang of the door and turned to see him standing in front of her, as if in reflex she tried to cover herself from his eyes but her tiny hands were not able to do a good job, her eyes down casted and not looking at him.

ASR admired her drenched body her white milky skin had turn red under hot water sprinkling on her and it made her look more beautiful like a freshly budding flower, then his eyes went on the marks or bruises on her body and he touched the bit mark on the valley of her breast and khushi whose feet were glued to floor moved back not wanting him to touch her, her back hit the glass wall of cabinet and she tried to look for an escape but his dominating persona was standing in front of him. She tried to side step him and go out but before she could do that she felt him pull her from her waist and then she noticed that he was naked to and she didn’t dare to drop her eyes to see him like she did last night. She tied to struggle but he had already lifted her of the ground and she was frozen in his deadly grip. He bend his head and blew on her ear a bit and sucked it lightly and said don’t you learn from your past mistakes and that did the trick she quiet her effort to get off his grip as she had realized he will do what he wants and if she tried to do something he will still do what he want but he will do it in a way that causes her tremendous pain.

He carried her to the Jacuzzi and got in it and sat down with her sitting on his lap, her back glued to his front. Khushi felt good due to the warm water but as soon as her she felt her sitting on his lap she felt something poking her and she squeezed in her position that made him groan and he held her tightly and said not so soon. She squeezed a bit more and it caused friction between her bump and his manhood and he took a sharp breath and said don’t move and it was in such a deadly voice that her body agreed to it on its own. ASR felt her stop moving and he breathed and took a bottle containing body gel wash and squeezed some on a body scrubber and started to scrub her body genteelly and after scrubbing her body he shifted her next to him and scrubbed his upper body and then he turned her in front of him and scrubbed her lower body and then his lower body all the while khushi wanted to protest but the look in his eyes as if telling her or challenging her to defy him and see what he does, so she let him do what he wants it would be foolish to inflict self pain and she knew if she disagree he would punish her and give her pain like last night. After scrubbing himself and her entirely, Arnav pressed a button that drained the water of the Jacuzzi and again filled it with water and then he pulled her back on his lap and now his hands were touching her body covered in foam and he was fondling and kneading with her breast and pinched them and he heard her sharp intake of breath and he knew she wanted him to stop but he continued till he pleased and after playing with her breast his hand moved toward her tummy and his fingers were circling her naval and digging in and out of it. Khushi had closed her eyes and let him do what he wanted to she didn’t like his forced touch on her but her body was being played by him and his hand then moved toward her femininity and his finger rubbed the lips of her femininity that made her jerk up from his lap and run and hide some where he could not find her, but his hold on her waist increased to keep her on place. He whispered in her ear don’t move you know what I do if things are not the way I want them. Khushi wanted to fight but already her body was aching and she had no strength to take more of his assaults so she let him do what he wants even if she was hurt and sad by his act and cursing him.

Soon his finger parted her vaginal lips and now his thumb was rubbing her clit. Khushi tried to shriek and move into him more but there was no space to move and he was doing things to her she was new to and deadly scared of as she was not ready for them. Before she could say anything she felt him stop and she breathed but then she felt something and she shrieked in pain and cried out what are you doing. She held his hand to stop him from doing what he was doing so he won’t hurt her anymore and it was paining her. Arnav’s finger entered into her core and he knew she was a virgin and never did this so when his finger entered her he stilled for a bit so she could adjust. Khushi wanted him to stop but his one word made her realize he will not unless and until he wants. She heard Arnav say relax and let it go. He soon moved in and out of her and soon her body reacted to it and her body shivered in pleasure that was knew to her she knew what he was doing to her and soon her body had reached its peak and she had an orgasm and her body vibrated in pleasure and she never shouted in pleasure only thing that gave her away was her hard breathing. Arnav bit her ears lightly and said you are too stubborn and I would love to make you scream one day. After her shivering subsided he pulled his hand out and shifted her a bit and her head was resting on his shoulder she felt tied and let herself relax in him she had no other option.

Arnav pulled khushi a bit up from his lap and he spread his leg and hers to now his hardness was poking her one thighs. He looked at her relaxed form and took her hand on his and slowly moved it down and down now her hand was touching his hardness and that brought her back to the world and she tried to pull her hand but his one word don’t was enough to stop her she turned to face him and said in a quivering voice with tears in filling in her eyes she said I don’t please don’t make me do that. He pulled her hand further on his hardness and now he was making her move her hand up and down on his manhood and groan every time she did it and after few minutes he quickened her pace all the while guiding her on his manhood and soon he had found his release and khushi felt something warm touch her hand and his grip loosening on her so she pulled her hand free and washed it in the water in Jacuzzi while ASR was still recovering from his orgasm. After few minutes he moved her and got up and bend down and picked her up and moved toward the shower cabinet and soon he had cleaned the remaining soap foam of them both and then towel dried them both and held her hand and led her back to their bedroom. He walked to the walk in closet and along with her and took clothes for him and also for her and said her to wear it. Before she could wear it he held her and said her to stop and applied the ointment on her bruises again and he said remember to apply it twice so the bruises will fade, I want them faded soon so I can give new one, khushi looked at him with open mouth but didn’t say anything as she knew he was serious and he let her go to get ready. Khushi took the dress and without looking at him wore it.

Arnav got read and turned to her and said lets go for breakfast and held her hand and led back to bedroom. Khushi tried to pull her hand and was successful to pull it and as soon as she did it he turned to her and looked at her with a raised eyebrow. Khushi looked at him in the eyes and tried to gain all her strength and said why are you doing all this to me, please tell me why and tears fell from her eyes like rain drops and hiccupped trying to rub her tear strained face. Arnav moved toward her and held her hand and said you are mine and everything that’s mine have to follow my rules and you my little wife will soon get used to it and remember my world my rules. This is last time you are asking me question I don’t answer them usually so keep it in mind and I have all the right on you whether you are my wife or not doesn’t matters, but you are my wife and will be always and now let’s go for breakfast.

TO BE CONTD…….

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I SAID HE WOULD BE MORE DARK AS IT PROGRESS, KHUSHI’S BODY REACTED TO HIS ACT SHE WAS NOT WILLING BUT SHE COULD NOT CONTROL OR FORCE HER BODY. HE IS STRANGE AND DARK AND HE WILL BE DARKER IF SHE DEFIES HIM AND SHE HAS TO LEARN TO PLAY ACCORDING TO HIM AS HE DOESN’T LIKE TO BE QUESTIONED. HIS PAST IS WHAT MADE HIM OR YOU CAN SAY CURSED AND DESTROYED HIM.

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