CHAPTER 12

CHAPTER 12

People usually live life but for someone who has been hurt and suffered beyond any one can endure still they are alive they have to make their life to learn to live. You can bear if your heart is broken you can try to mend it but when your soul is dead what’s there to live for when everything inside you had died. Life sometimes can be cruel and leave you shattered but it’s up to you how you deal with your shattered self and rebuilt yourself but you know the truth that even if you have collected yourself but something in you has and always will be dead even when you are alive. Everyone has their share of pain but the worst pain is the one given by the person you think can never hurt you who meant the world for you and even after all they did you still care and love for them but then they do something that left you beyond shattered with nothing but a numbness in you that neither let you leave nor die.

Khushi saw him walking out of the room she looked at herself in the mirror she was confused what this man wanted from her, first he applies ointment to her bruises and soothes her pain making her think in that stone hearted beast there was some humanity left but his next set of words made all her air castle to be shattered she didn't get him he wanted to give her new bruises but wanted to cure the old one. She knew even if she asks he won’t reply so she pushed all that thought out. Then her mind went to what he had done with her last night and shiver ran down her spine. She looked in the mirror and talked to herself. I know I thought about all this physical aspect of life but before that I wanted to be in love or at least like a person to give him this right. But he enters and took all over my life and he doesn't even tell me why he is doing this. She looked at herself and said ok I agree that I did something’s with him but it was for Payal jeeji I could not let her marry someone she didn’t love she had been there for me always and given me everything I wanted so could I give her one think that she wanted for herself. But her mind chided her that she and her big mouth had said a lot of things him and that’s why he is trying to take revenge on me. But then why would he keep me with him she had no answer to all these question that is haunting her.

A lot of confusion was running in her mind but she had no answer s to it all and then her mind drifted to what he did with her in the morning she was shocked scared confused and curious to what her did with her she had felt something but she didn’t know and as a teenager she was curious and she wanted to ask someone but there was no one she can clear her doubts with and asking him will be no help she knew. She was confused with all this new things around her and she just needed answers or at least a bit of warmth and an assurance that everything will be alright. She had understood now that running away from him was not possible and in this few days she had been through a lot due to him but right know she had no energy to fight or defy him she just needed someone who could hug her and make her feel secure and protected from the unknown. Her thought process was stopped as HP entered the room before knocking and said Khushi madam Sir said that you should be down at once and left the room. Khushi heard HP’s word and said to herself the beast won’t let me even think in peace.

Khushi walked down the steps this was the first time she looked at the place she was in and she noted that the house was beautiful and she would have appreciated it more if she would have not been brought here by force and against her will but it was no use now to think about it and it will only pain her nothing else. She looked around not knowing where to go as she had no idea about this new place and she saw HP waiting for her and she walked toward him and then he led her to the dining table. She was Arnav having his breakfast and as she entered he looked up to her and just said sit and she did without a word. Soon she digged into her food as she was dam hunger and she knew her no one will run behind her to make her eat her food if she is angry and she was famished anyways and the foodie in her could not stop herself seeing all the dishes in front of her so she took a huge chunk of everything and started to moan as the delicious food hit her taste bids.

ASR who was having his breakfast looked up as he heard her continuous moan and it was irritating him so he looked at her and said in his cold voice will you stop making those noises and eat silently. Khushi who had mouth full of food said I but before she could say further she started to chock ASR looked at her with an unbelievable expression and shouted at HP who was standing near the table to give her a glass of water and HP did as commanded. After gulping the water down Khushi felt a bit better and she looked at ASR and said sorry for that. ASR just looked at her and said you should now that you shouldn’t talk while your mouth is stuffed beyond its capacity, but your capacity is good and smirked Khushi had no idea what he meant but the look on his face told her he meant something else but she was in no mode to decode it. She looked at him with her innocent eyes and said why you have to talk all the time in riddle and confuse me. ASR ignored her question and said you are too new to thinks soon you will get what I say and next time don’t make those noises while eating. Khushi looked at him and said nope can’t do that jeeji tried to but I can’t it’s in my system to enjoy food can’t stop doing that so for you convince we can have breakfast at different times so you get what you want and I get what I want. She looked at him for a reaction but he was again busy in eating his breakfast. But Khushi was hell scared to say but she could not keep quiet either as she had to say what she wanted to and if she didn’t she would feel suffocated till she does. She had always been the chatterbox and even if someone doesn’t reply she will go on and on about things she wants to know.

Khushi sulked all throughout breakfast as she had never eaten so silently without talking and even if she say’s something there was no reply from him, the only soles was the taste food she was having. ASR has finished his breakfast and waiting for her to get it done with for past half an hour and at last she was done. He got up and looked at her and said come with me and started to walk. Khushi who was shocked with his voice saw him walking but she was still seated and then she felt his gaze on her and on their own accord she got up from the chair and walked toward him but before she could say anything he held her hand and made her walk on his pace or drag her to the living area and made her sit on the couch and sat next to her. Khushi had stiffen as soon as he sat next to her as all he had done to her had flashed and it scared and confused her that is he gone something more to her of which she had no idea what it will be. She remembered the things he did in bath room and also at night but she knew she felt a difference in them and her curious mind wanted to know what that difference was. So she could not keep her curious mouth shut and asked him are you again gone do something you did with me the bath room or last night and I need to know why is felt different last night and this morning in the bathroom I can’t figure it out can you help me. After the words were out Khushi realized what she had asked and closed her mouth which had hung open in shock and soon she closed her face with her palms thinking ASR will be mad and do something hurtful to her again for questioning him. 

ASR was shocked with her innocent question he saw her scared face that she hid behind her palms as soon as her realized what she had asked but he was only looking at her innocent and confused face all the while she was asking him her silly questions. ASR held her hand and pulled it away from her face and looked into her eyes and said last night was a punishment for you but today was for us and that was all he said again leaving her confused. But she had no guts to look up at him and say she had not understood his riddle she was a normal girl not some spy to understand hidden meaning. ASR knew she hadn’t got it so he said in time you will get it. He left her hand and called someone and said bring in the papers. As soon as he cut the call he looked at her and said I need you to sign few papers.

Khushi looked at him and asked what kind of paper. ASR paid no heed to her words and got busy with his work as if she was not even near him. Khushi kept on looking at him and cursing him and said what DM I know I like Jalebis but why did you have to bring this man who is as twisted as jalebis in my life and he is not at all sweet to. ASR felt her gaze on him and without looking at her said stop cursing me. Khushi was shocked how did he knew this but she thought the beast has a share ears he can hear the word that I speak in my mind. She cleared her throat and said I need to ask you something and she fidgeted with her dress in nervousness and took a long breath and said I want to talk to jeeji. ASR looked at her but before he could reply Aman walked in to the room and he wished ASR a good morning and also said good morning Ma’am Khushi who was looking at Arnav with a sick puppy eyes and pouty lips had no idea that Aman was addressing her, she thought there must be someone else so she turned toward him and then looked around but could not see anyone except them. She looked at Aman with a confused look so Aman repeated again good morning Khushi Ma’am. At those word Khushi mouth formed a O shape but soon she schooled her action and looked at Aman with anger who was just handing the papers to ASR and said I’m not as old as you people so don’t call me ma’am ever ok I’m just 17 for crying out loud.

ASR was just taking the papers when he heard her say old as you people his anger was flaring he gestured Aman to go and Aman knew it was his turn to run before the volcano erupts. He took his leave without replying to Khushi. Khushi looked at Aman running she was confused but when she felt a strong grip on her hand she knew why he had ran and she looked to her side to see a burning red eyes that made her scare again and she knew he will punish her again. ASR saw her face and her scared eyes were giving him a sadistic pleasure he let her go and said sign those paper on the table. Khushi looked at the papers and back at him and said what is in those papers. ASR looked at her and said it’s our marriage registration paper as soon as you turn 18 we will fill it and within months we will be a couple in legal terms to. Khushi looked at him and gulped and said but we are married already so why this she just didn’t want to sign those papers. ASR knew she didn’t want to sign so he said it has your college application to you want to join an event management course and this file contains the application of best college in Delhi. Khushi looked at him and said I will sign in the college application and she was about to take the file when he held her hand in his deadly grip and said you sign them all or none and then you will have to spend all your time in this house as I will make sure you won’t step out of this house you won’t be able to see or go anywhere not even the garden area of this house you will be stuck in this place till you do as it say and pulled her towards him and kissed her lips sucking, nibbling, tasting it roughly and also bit her lightly that left her lips swollen.

Khushi tried to protest but he had locked her hand behind her back making it impossible for her to move in his death like grip. But her move only made him to tighten his grip after few minutes of kissing her he let go of her and said sign those paper and you get two things you want firstly you can go to college and second you can talk to Payal. Khushi looked at him and said you can’t always compel me to do things your way ASR looked at her and said I always get things done my ways you should have known that by now if I don’t say anything it doesn’t mean you can decide things your way it will be always me who will make the decision. She looks at him with a hurt expression but his face was as blank as it always was no emotion reflected in those eyes as if they were dead. Khushi just nodded her head as she knew that now she has no choice but to agree what he says to and some where she was scared from the punishment she got last night so she took the paper and signed them without any more words.

ASR taked the paper and messages Aman to take them and soon Aman walks in and takes the paper and leaves. Khushi is still in his arms but she is not protesting any more as she knew he will get mad and it will hurt her. She looked at him and said know I signed those paper can I call my sister. He took out his phone and called Payal within few ring she picked it up and ASR said in his cold voice Payal and phone was about to slip from her hand as she knew who it was she was sweating profoundly. ASR knew she was scared so he said I know you got who I’m but I called you to just inform you that I have married Khushi and she wants to talk to you and he handed the phone to her but still holding her in his arm not letting her go so she could talk in private. Khushi looked at him pleading to let her go but he didn’t. Khushi took the phone and hear Payal crying at it made her teary eyes to well up again and she said in a shaky voice jeeji. Payal heard her and bust into tear and said what I have done Khushi. Khushi heard her and said it not your fault I decided this and he asked me to marry and I agreed jeeji you know he is so hot, like the prince in all the fairy tale you had read to me while we were young, but her heart said he was a beast who can never be a prince. Khushi just wanted to convince her jeeji it was not her fault. Payal heard her and said what non sense Khushi I know you and I know what kind of a man ASR is  I know you will never take such a foolish decision I’m coming back and I’m gone take you with me. Khushi heard her sister and a hope flickered in her eyes but looking to her side she knew if he came to know then her Jeeji will be in trouble so she said no jeeji I’m happy hear you don’t worry and please take care of yourself and jeeju to say to him is miss him a lot and you to jeeji. She cut the call and gave it back to her but her hand froze when she heard him say if your sister is thinking she can come here and take you with her then she is thoroughly mistaken know she won’t be able to come back unless and until I want it and smile at her that devilish half smile that made her shiver and she looked at him and said in a pleading voice please don’t do anything to them please please. ASR looked at her and said I don’t go back from my promise till you stay with me they won’t be hurt but as soon as you try to act smart they will pay the price right know I have only stopped then from coming back to India unless and until I want. Khushi released her breath she was holding and felt a bit relaxed by his words that he won’t hurt them.

ASR looked at her and knew she was scared for her sister and her these weakness will be his weapon to control her and he will use it according to his needs and wimps. He looked at her and pulled her on his lap and this time she didn’t protest and he smiled his crooked smile and said you keep your side of the bargain and I keep mine but mind my words the moment you try to double cross or lie and cheat me I will be worst than your worst nightmare. He again took her lips for a kiss but stopped and said I’m preparing you as my wife and again took her lips in his and started to suck lick and nibble on her red plump juicy lips and tasted each corner of her mouth and was enjoying it to. But he stopped as soon as he heard a voice. A man stood in front of him with a shocked expression and asking him what are you doing Arnav. The moment he heard that voice he let go of Khushi’s lips but she but she was still on his lap and his hold had tighten around her and it was turning painful so she said in her soft voice for the very first time Arnavji live me it’s hurting. But the fury in his eyes and they way he was looking at someone made her stop and she looked at the man in front of them who was looking them with shocked face she tried to get up off his lap but her pulled her back and one look at his face she knew he wanted her where she was so she sat back and looked at both the man one who was shocked and other who was burning in rage she had never ever seen before. Then she heard his voice you are back and the words were spoken with full of disgust and hatred.

TO BE CONTD…….

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KHUSHI IS A TEENAGER SHE WILL BE CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT HE IS DOING WITH HER AND IT’S HER AGE THAT MAKES HER THIS CURIOUS. SHE FELT A BIT DIFFERENT WHEN HE TOUCHED HER IN BATHROOM AND SHE WANTS TO KNOW WHY EVEN IF SHE KNOWS ABOUT SEX THERE IS LOT OF THINGS SHE HAS NO IDEA ABOUT AND SLOWLY SHE WILL LEARN THEM AND YOU KNOW WHO WILL TEACH IT TO HER. SHE IS INNOCENT BUT NOT DUMB TO NOT FEEL A THING SHE MAY NOT LIKE HIM BUT SHE HAD MADE A COMPROMISE WITH THIS FORCED RELATIONA SS HE IS SCARED OF THE PUNISHMENT AND SHE IS STILL SCARED WHAT HE DID AT THEIR FIRST NIGHT. BUT SHE IS CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT HE DID IN BATHROOM IT MADE HER FEEL SOMETHING WEIRD. OU CAN’T EXPECT HER TO BE ALL MATURE AND INTELLECT SHE IS MEANT TO BEHAVE HER AGE.

ARNAV IS A BEAST AND HE HAS HIS OWN REASONS FOR IT BUT HE IS WHAT HE IS ITS BETTER TO BE WHAT YOU ARE IN FRONT OF OTHERS RATHER THAN MASKING YOURSELF AND LEADING THEM TO A DELLUSION.

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