CHAPTER 13

CHAPTER 13

No one can hurt you unless and until you give them the strength to do so, if you prove you are weak isn’t this world about survival of the fittest, but what if your heart is foolish enough to love someone even after they have hurt you and left you suffer alone in your misery. Still you keep on giving them chance after chance to hurt you as you can stop loving them. It’s no one’s but your fault as you are weak and helpless in front of the love you have for them. but slowly you will realize that whatever you do however hard you try you can’t make them love you and neither can you stop loving them and that is when you start hating yourself and slowly you the hate gains over every feeling you had in your life and all you are left with is hate and anger for yourself and everyone else. Hate is a strong and intense word just like love you can give up anything for love and hate can make you destroy anything and everything you loved.

A man who had just enter the house was shock to see Arnav kissing a girl and the girl was sitting on his lap but what shocked him more was the girl didn’t look comfortable but who had ever dared to ask question to him but how can he see this it was his home to. So he called for Arnav and he had never expected him to great him warmly but today there was so much fury in him as if he was disturbed from a very important thing. He would have backed down if he had not heard the girl saying him to leave her as he was hurting her by his strong grip on her waist. But had Arnav ever heard a word others said to him so his grip only tighten and he looked back at her face and soon he was kissing her lips, sucking , nibbling them and coxing her to open her mouth so he can enter and she did as he wanted her to. It was height so I shouted at him to stop it and answer my questions that what is he doing and who the girl in his lap was and she looked scared and pretty young.

ASR was never the man who had patience and he hated when someone asked him something he was never answerable to anyone. People around him knew they were supposed to speak only when they are said to and asking any question was out of question. So when the man standing in front of him was bombarding him with questions which he was least bothered about but when he asked about her his grip on her waist which has loosen tighten back and he sucked and nibbled and tasted her mouth aggressively and let her go as he could feel she needed air and looked at the man in front of him with his cold eyes that were spitting fire on him as if he will chop his head off. But soon his attention turned back to Khushi who had lean her head on his chest as she was drained after being kissed for long and out of breath and taking in heavy breath of air in her lungs, a ghost of a smile lit up his face, he leaned a bit on her ears and said you are so weak we need to built up you stamina otherwise you won’t last for long and we won’t like that and nibbled on her ears and let it go after a while.

Khushi looked up at him and said I don’t get what you tell most of the time and even if I ask you, you won’t explain me what you mean. She looked at him with said can I say something and without waiting for permission which she knew he won’t give her she said can you hold me a bit genteelly see I get bruises every time you hold me and showed him her wrist and I’m sure my waist will also be red and bruised due to the tight grip its already hurting me. She looked up from his chest she had stopped struggling a while ago and was comfortably sitting on his lap as it was nothing wrong in what she was doing. She felt comfortable and warm in his arms. Khushi had forgotten about the other man in the room and when she heard him say again will anyone say me what is going on in here.

Arnav who was looking on khushi’s face totally ignored the question asked by the man and said if you don’t fight me I won’t hurt you Khushi and like a good girl if you agree to everything than you won’t get this bruises. Khushi heard what he said and looked at him with hopeful eyes and said if I will be good you won’t hurt me promise right and looked him to confirm and only got a nod from him and she was happy as her body was already aching with all the pulling and pushing if she will get some rest by not resisting than be it any ways even after resisting he did what he wanted it’s better to not resist as it will cause her less pain. She looked at him and said I won’t go against you but can I ask something from you. ASR just looked at her and said don’t you think you are asking too much end of discussion for today we will talk about it tomorrow. Khushi knew if she denied it will anger him so she just nodded her head innocently and then she looked at them man staring at her and whispered in ASR’s ear Arnavji that man is staring at us who is he. She felt his grip tighten for a second but then he loosened it a bit.

Samar had enough he had no idea what was going on around him and ASR was not at all bothered to answer him so he asked again who is the kid in your arms ASR and that did the trick as he got the reaction but not as expected as a vase came flying towards him and crashed on his left side making him jump up a bit but this had not happened first time ASR had done this before. But the girl sitting in ASR’s lap had never seen such thing so she shouted loud and tried to get up from ASR’s lap but he pulled her back down. She looked the scared look on her face. Samar looked back at ASR and said are you gone tell me.

Arnav ignored him and looked at Khushi and said don’t worry about him he deserves worst than this and looked back at the man and said You are not suppose to be here and even if you are here I don’t care according to our deal you are not suppose to show me your face and even if you do you never ever are suppose to talk to me and interfere in my life I had made that clear to you and you should remember this I never like you poking you nose in my business I have nothing to do with you and you better keep that in your mind. I would have never let you enter my house if it would have not been Nani’s wish. She was the one who raised me and only one who deserved respect from me so don’t make me go back on my promise and hurt her even if she is dead. With that he dismissed Samar and said I’m not obliged to answer any of your questions and throw a nasty look toward him.

Samar was used to this cold behavior of Arnav he was used to it so he said Arnav but before he could continue it he heard a sharp voice telling him it’s ASR for you I never let stranger and worthless people call me from my first name you better get that. Samar was hurt but he knew he deserves this, his sins were to brutal to be healed in this life, but he was still trying to mend things he destroyed. Arnav I know I was wrong all along but I’m your f….. but before he could continuo Arnav shouted HP and soon HP was standing in front of shivering and saw the other man standing and knew today there would be a world war 3 in this house he gulped his saliva and said yes Sir. Arnav looked at him and said take this he was about to say trash but he stopped and said this man to his room. He knew Nani would never agree of him calling this man trash so he said quiet.

Samar looked at HP and said him to go he wanted to talk to Arnav. HP looked at Arnav scared and when he got on reply he left the room. Samar looked at him and his face that was itched with anger so he thought it was better to ask the person in concern who she was rather than him. So he looked at the girl in his lap who was looking from him to Arnav in a scared gesture and was slightly shivering to but there was an innocence on her that made her look angelica and the way Arnav held her it was clear she was something for him that’s why she was this close to him. He didn’t let anyone enter his home. He looked at the girl staring at him and said what your name is and waited for her to reply.

Khushi didn’t knew whether she was suppose to answer but she knew that if she will not answer than she will offend the elderly man in front of her so she said Khushi Gupta but as soon as she said that she felt her face being lifted and she saw a fiery eyes looking at her and before she could say a word ASR tilted her head and bit on the crock of her neck making her scream in pain but he didn’t let her go till he draw blood out of it and when he was satisfied by her screams he soothed her by licking the bit and said you said the wrong mane and hurt me. Khushi who had tears in her eyes could just nod her head as she had no strength to say a single word.

Samar who had just watched the scene unfold was shocked beyond hell he had no idea what was going on he looked at the girl shouting and screaming while Arnav biting her without an ounce of care that he was hurting her and before he could have done anything Arnav had let her go and was saying something to her, he could not hear. He looked at Arnav’s face that was as cold as ever but for the first time the magnitude of what they had turned him into had hit him with full force and he didn’t know who should he consol the girl or Arnav. At that moment he realized how true his mother in law was that they had destroyed him beyond repair and he felt more ashamed of himself. But right now he thought to help the girl and said Arnav are you mad leave the girl alone what are you doing with her but he got no reply and so he looked at the girl and said what did you say your name was Khushi looked at him with teary eyes and blinked few time and then lifted her hand to whip the tears that had gathered in her eyes and after few minutes she looked back at Samar and said Mrs. Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada. Samar staggered a back by what he heard and said you are my son’s wife but the moment that word left his mouth he saw a shocked face and a burning on in rage and before he knew another was hit the floor next to him and he heard a not so loud but a manic like voice that would send shiver down any one’s body.

ASR looked at Samar and said she is my wife and nothing to you when I’m nothing to you and you hold no importance in my life and we share nothing but a relation that’s just for name sake so don’t you dare to butt in my life. I will never allow you to ruin the few things I’m left with. They are gone be only mine and never relate them to you. Samar looked at him and said but Arnav she is a kid and looks pretty young to me. Why are you doing this to her. Arnav looked at him and said in a cold voice fault is in my DNA. It’s a family trait you see man in the Raizada clan life to go for young girls and who would know this better than you. 

Samar looked at his son with an eye that had hurt in it but ASR just gave him a cold stair as if he cared dam about his hurt. Samar knew he had lost his son long back by his own foolish act. He knew the last straw to all his cruel sins was when he married for second time and that to a girl who was 15 years younger to him. But he had kept her away from his son and Arnav had never got to meet her as she had died a year after their marriage in an accident and he was devastated to lose his love for the second time but he had pulled himself together and wanted his son back in his life but maybe he was to late his deeds had made his son to loath him and distance from him that can be never bridged. Samar looked at him helplessly and said I know I was wrong but I’m trying to mend things.

Arnav looked at him and said there is nothing left her to mend so don’t bother yourself you are free to find yourself a third wife and enjoy your wife as you want. But stay away from me and my wife I don’t want you anywhere near to her I hope I’m clear now can you leave us alone we are newlywed and we need out time and dismissed his father. Samar had no other option but to leave but before he left he looked at her and said may god bless you with all the happiness you always dreamt of and walked away.

As soon as Samar was out Arnav lifted Khushi off his lap and made her sit next to him but there was something wrong with him his eyes looked like haunted to Khushi. She had seen him angry, being down right cruel, mean etc but right know he was looking as if her was in a loop on one can enter him or reach him and help him out as if his every being, every fiber in his body had emitting some kind of pain and she didn’t knew why but she felt said for him and to see someone in pain and not do anything was an inhuman act according to her so she leaned close to him and hugged him close to her. Arnav was to lost in his past to relate to his present and Khushi sat there with him hugging him and creasing his hair with the other and kissed his forehead but ASR was lost far away from this moment to a moment that will haunt him till he breath. But a man who looked at this two people hugging each other just hopped against hope that maybe this angel who was consoling a beast will be able to heal at least a part of his pain if not entirely. Khushi was just hugging him and sitting with him without a word forgetting all her pain as this was what she felt was right thing to do and she had always agreed to her heart whole heartedly and she felt said to see a man who had always dominated her look so lost and but still he was no where vulnerable as if it was not an option for him. She didn’t knew he had bolted his pain a long time ago and it had already eaten up whatever humanity he had left in him now he was just a cold hearted beast but still she wanted to be there for him at this moment without putting reason or logic to it.

TO BE CONTD…….

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 SO THE MAN IS ARNAV’S FATHER AND HE HATES HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF HIS HEART AND HE HAS A VALID REASON TO DO SO.

KHUSHI IS A GOOD HEARTED PERSON WHOC LOULD NOT SEE ANYONE IN PAIN AND SHE WILL HELP ANYONE WHO WANTS HELP SHE CAN NEVER SAY NO TO SOMEONE WHO NEEDED HER HELP.

ARNAV WILL ONLY HURT HER WHEN SHE DEFY HIS AND HE IS GONE TEACH HER A LOT ABOUT HUMAN ANATOMY AND THE WORLD OF PLEASURE, FOR BOTH THEIR BEFNIFITS BUT WITH HIS OWN TWISTED RULES. ARNAV IS A BEAST AND HE HAS HIS OWN REASONS FOR IT BUT HE IS WHAT HE IS ITS BETTER TO BE WHAT YOU ARE IN FRONT OF OTHERS RATHER THAN MASKING YOURSELF AND LEADING THEM TO A DELLUSION.

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