CHAPTER 15

CHAPTER 15

Dreams are the most important part of once life if you never had a dream you have never truly lived your life. Dreams are not always meant to be fulfilled; they are just a hope for a better life. Dreams are not always meant to be about logical if all our dreams are logical they won’t be called dreams but aspirations. So when you dream, dream about all the silly things in the world like eating ice cream in rain or ice candy in cold winter. It may be childish but these silly dreams will surely bring the most cherished smile in once face and if it’s fulfilled the most cherished memory that will make you smile whenever you remember it. So dream as much as you can and if even some of them are fulfilled they will bring you more happiness than anything had ever brought.

Khushi was sleeping on their bed and she tried to turn but there was a strong grip on her waist, she tilted her head and saw the man who was responsible for caging her even in sleep he had this grip on her that made it difficult for her to move at first when he use to held her like this she use to feel like biting his hand off her but she keep this thought to herself as she knew if she did it than she will get it back. She had learned this much about him that he gives back what he gets. She looked at his sleeping face and thought to herself in sleep to he looks like a beast see how he is frowning. She knew she has to wait till he gets up, she was an early riser a habit she had been use to since her day in hostel and she could only sleep till late only in on initial days of her holidays and later as if her mind on its own accord would wake her up on the same time daily. It made her grumpy but she could do nothing about it she had tried but she could never go back to sleep, she still remembers Payal use to tease her so much due to this.

A smile lit up on her face remembering Payal she missed her but the phone and laptop had at least help her to stay in contact with her and all her friends. Thinking of her friends she was remembering all the crazy stuff they use to do in the hostel she so much missed it those were the day she longed to go back to the day she was free and she had not been caged by a beast. Every morning she would get up and think about anything and everything as she had few hours before he wakes up and releases her from his grip. So she thought about her dreams she once had they were silly according to others but for her it were her dreams and she wanted to fulfill them, like she has a dream to learn a bike and she had few lesson to but then Payal had come to know and forbidden her to learn it till she turns eighteen. She shook her head and thought about the mail she had got from Deepa one of her friends and she would have to ask about it to him. She just prayed to all gods that he should not get mad for what she is gone ask him she just hoped her agreed as she wanted this so badly. Her face had vivid expression while she was thinking about all this stuff and she felt his grip loosen a bit and she looked at him and he was staring at her.

ASR had gotten up a few minutes back but he was looking at her face which was changing expression within few seconds so he let her muse in her thought for few minutes and then loosen his grip on her waist and that brought her attention to the man sleeping next to her. He looked at her and like every morning before she could say anything his lips were on her kissing her and nibbling, licking and sucking her lips and soon he nibbled her lips to open and enter her mouth so he could taste her sweet nectar and explore her mouth. Khushi felt his lips on her like every morning as soon as he would get up he would get on top of her and kiss her she didn’t like it as her innocent mind could only thing that they have not even brushed their teeth and when during their first morning kiss she had said her dislike about the morning kiss and waited for the reply all she got as being pulled back and again kissed like there was no tomorrow and he had left her to go up to freshen up and go to the gym. So now whenever he kissed her she let him even if she felt it was gross.

But today he was not letting her go even when she was breathless and was smoldering her she pushed him a bit and that angered him and she felt a sharp pain on her lips and soon tasted something salty and she knew it was her own blood mixed with her tears. She felt him let her go and got up from the bed and moved toward bathroom without even being bothered that he had hurt her. After few seconds she heard him say next time if you feel suffocated instead of pushing me you can gesture it I don’t like when someone act smart with me and waited for her reply but when none came he turned back leaving the bathroom knob he had held to enter and saw her soothing her wounds but without caring he shouted on her when I say something I expect a reply do you get me in his cold manic like voice. Khushi heard him and shivered a bit but said a yes and looked down as his eyes had always scared her she held her breath as she was scared will he punish her again but when she heard the bathroom door being banged she left the breath she was holding and got up from the bed and moved toward the dressing table and looked at herself in the mirror her lips were swollen and there was a cut on it she touched it and hissed a bit slightly. She took the lip gel given by him and applied it a bit on her lips to sooth the pain.

Khushi looked at herself in mirror and thought about the time when even a slight pain would make her cry for hours but since the moment he had entered her life she had been slowly getting used to this pain was it good or bad she had no idea but she knew she had no say in her own life know as all her decision is taken by him and she was not strong enough to oppose him so she had agreed to his demands. She had lost in her thought when she heard the bathroom door click and ASR walked out wearing his gym cloth and left the room without a word. Khushi looked him walking out and soon rushed to the bathroom to have her bath and leave the room before he comes. She still though about the two weeks she had spent her.

Flash Back –

Every morning he would walk back from gym and she would be getting ready busy in deciding what to wear talking a lot of time as she had nothing else to do so she will see all the clothes hanging and see what she should wear. But when she would be wearing her dress she could feel him walk in the room and her body would stiffen thinking what he would do but he never did anything. She had turned and looked at him only in a towel rapped low around his waist and taking out a suit he would remove his towel and start getting dressed without caring that she was also there. When she had first time seen him naked her eyes and turn wide and huge as if they will pop out any moment as they had slide down on their own accord to check his male anatomy and particularly a special part and she had shrieked seeing it and closed her eyes. Her innocent mind was curious but she was to naïve to see it further and her face had turn as red as cherry.

ASR had heard her shriek he had know she was looking at him and he was not bothered and was getting ready he had just removed his towel to pull his boxers own when he heard her gasp and shriek he knew why she had done this it was the first time she had seen naked in day light and everything would to too clear to her innocent eyes as when he had taken her on their first night the room was dimly light so she could have not seen things as clear as now and in bathroom to she had not seen him but know she had seen him to naked and it make him smirk he walked toward her still holding his boxers in his hand and said I would love to hear you make this sounds when I take you and pulled her toward him and said look at me. Khushi slowly opened her eyes which were shy and embarrass he held her head and said get use to this and let her go wore his clothes and walked out of the closet, got read and moved out of the room.

Flash Back End.

Khushi took the dress quickly as soon as she enter the walk in closet and wore it and sprinted out of the room before he could come back and moved toward the garden. Garden was one of the most peaceful place that she loved in this house she felt a bit free her so she spent her most of the time here she loves all the various flowers and their fragrances. She had been too wrapped up in adjusting to this twisted life that she had not even explored the house yet. She would every morning sit on the swing in the garden and just shut everything out and feel the peace and calmness around her where nothing scared her. She would talk to the gardener sometime to know the name of different flowers that were exotic and she had not seen before. But today she had this sudden erg to explore the house so she thought that after ASR will leave she will explore the house. Soon she heard HP calling her for breakfast so she walked back in with the an empty cup of tea that she relishes everyday in the garden and gave it back to HP who was waiting to take it from her and soon they both moved toward table.




Khushi saw ASR sitting on the table waiting for her and to his left was his father they had never talked to each other, heck talk is too far they don't even see each other's face. Whenever his father had tried to say anything he would get up and not even look at him and walk away. Today to they were having their breakfast in silence and after he was done with his toast and coffee he got up and moved toward Khushi who looked up at that time and ASR bent a little and pecked her lips and stayed like that for few seconds and let her go and walked out without looking or giving any importance to his so called father.





Samar had been shocked when he had first seen his son kiss his wife in front of him at the breakfast table, but soon he got over it and now it didn't affect him as he knew if he said something Arnav will never pay attention so he would eat his breakfast without a word and not look at the couple when they would be having a PDA and just keep his eyes down it was uncomfortable for him to see this. He had tried to talk to his son but he never got any reply and it made Arnav angry and he would leave his breakfast and go away so he stopped asking or saying anything. But after Arnav would leave he would try to talk to Khushi but she would never reply and see him with that doe like big eyes all scared as if ASR will pounce on her any moment. Today to he looked at Khushi and said Good Morning beta and saw her looking at him chewing her lips to control to not speak.



Khushi had been dying to talk to her husband's father but his words were clearly repeating in his head so she kept quiet even when she wanted to talk with the only member who doesn't answer in mono syllabus but she was scared of her husband. She looked at him but said nothing and then called for HP to bring her a paratha she had been craving to eat prathas in breakfast she was tied of this bread and sandwich pancakes etc in breakfast. She had said HP to make Indian breakfast from now on but when she had walked in she had seen her paratha in Samar's plate but she said nothing as she knew if she did maybe Arnav would explode so she was nibbling on a toast and waited for HP to bring her a paratha. Soon HP had come and served her a paratha and she was relishing it and after a long time she felt content with her breakfast and a smile lit up on her face.




Samar was looking at her and smiled at her childish antics she was happy seeing a paratha as if she had got a treasure. But soon his smile was vanished and a deep routed pain surface back and a whimper escaped his mouth his son had never cherished anything in life and they were to be blamed for it he lost his innocence at a very young age and what was left of him was killed by him he face palmed his face and all that they did to his only son flashed in his mind and a lone tear fell from his eyes. He was too late to mend his relation with his son and to heal his son's shattered heart. Now he knew that his son was the most cruelest person and he knew few thinks he had done but he knew he had no right to say him anything when he should have he neglected him and know it's too late to beg for a one more chance.





Khushi looked at Samar lost in his thought and took the small note pad she had and write something down and passed it toward him who was sitting opposite to her and cleared her throat to gain his attention. Samar heard her clear her throat that brought him out of his musing and he looked at her and saw her gesturing through her eyes still not talking to him and saw what she was gesturing to and saw a note pad and something written on it and picked it up to read.


"HI
Good Morning,
I should not talk to you Arnavji will be mad at me and when he is mad he gets angry and it's not at all good.
But he never said I can't write to you so we can communicate like this and don't tell this to any one if he knows he will punish me."


Samar read the note and a smile lit up his face she was really a kid and he looked up at her and said yes off course you can talk to me like this I will answer anything you want a smile lit up on her face and she was happy to at least find someone to talk to so she took the note pad and wrote "Can you give me a tour of the house I have not seen it yet." Samar smiled at her and said sure lets go and soon they both were exploring the house and he was showing her around and Khushi had forgotten she was not suppose to talk to him and was speaking nineteen to hundred in a breath and Samar was enjoying her company. He showed her the entire house.





Khushi saw everything with enthusiasm and was happy that she at least got someone to speak to. Suddenly they stopped in front of a door Khushi was about to open it but Samar held her hand and said we should not go their Arnav would not like it and pulled her and said I will show you something you will truly like. Khushi was confused why they can't go there but soon her mind was diverted but Samar and she forgot about the mysterious door. Samar looked back at the door and whispered to himself I hope to see you one day but I know he would never let it happen he is to stubborn and only you can control him get well soon for him or else he will destroy everyone and himself to.

[Living Room]
 



[Lounge Area Facing Garden]
 


[DINNING ROOM]



 

[Bed Rooms Each With Different Theme]







[KITCHEN AREA]





Samar led her to the in-house swimming pool and Khushi shrieked seeing it and shouted loud there is a swimming pool to and said I want to swim. 

[INDOOR POOL]





But Samar held her hand and said beta it's lunch time you should freshen up and join me for lunch. Khushi wanted to swim but she was hungry after the tour of such a big place so she agreed to Samar and left for her room thinking she will come to swim later. Khushi left to her room and Samar left to the place he wanted to go from the moment Khushi had tried to enter it. He walked to the door and called someone from his phone soon the door opened and a woman walked out and said good afternoon sir. Ma'am is well she has been stable and there is no improvement in her. Samar nodded at the women and she left back in. Samar closed his eyes and opened to look at the close door and said he need you please come back to him and walked away. My sins had become your curse and his suffering.


TO BE CONTD...
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KHUSHI IS A TEENAGER SO DON'T TRY TO FIND SENSE IN WHAT SHE DOES SHE CAN CHANGE HER MIND AS EASILY AS SOMEONE CHANGES CLOTH SHE IS CONFUSED AND CURIOUS BOTH.
ASR DOESN'T LUST ON HER HE THINKS HE HAS A RIGHT ON HER AND SHE BELONGS TO HIM AND WHAT BELONGS TO HIM HE CAN USE IT AS HE PLEASES.
ASR IS BEAST AND HE WILL NOT MELLOW DOWN JUST FROM A SINGLE GESTURE AND WHEN YOU HAD BEEN THROUGH A LOT YOU CAN'T LET SOMEONE EASILY IN YOUR LIFE AND READILY CHANGE YOURSEL. HE WILL NOT BE THE CARRYING AND GENTLE TYPE SO STOP THINKING ONE FINE DAY HE WILL BE A PRINCE CHARMING NOT GONE HAPPEN AT LEAST RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE SEEN ONLY A BIT OF HIS MONSTORITY.



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