[MEMBERSONLY]
CHAPTER 16
Life is a twisted circle. No one can
guarantee anything or predict the once present or future, but what is certain
is once past you can say past is a mirror reflection of once life is can also
be once guide to let them know where they have been wrong and what has caused
their life to turn drastically and cause destruction not only in their but
others life to. Past can be a reminder of what you should have done or
shouldn’t to make your present and future better. But no one can go back to
their past all they can do is bare the consequences of what they did and how
many others were destroyed by their one wrong move and felt the burn of their
misdoing living them to burn even further. Mistakes can be repented for sins
are to be punished for and when your sin is worst then killing someone you have
to bare its presence in your life forever to make your realize it’s too late
for you do change and undo what you once did. Killing someone is a mercy when
you leave someone to beg for death but take pleasure in their slow death but
whenever death nears them you snatch it away so you can let them suffer more is
the greatest crime.
Samar Singh Raizada was sitting on his
bedroom his head hanging low and his face covered by his hands and tear flowing
from his eyes he was to shattered to see his sins that had snatched the little
happiness that was present in his sons life. He had tried to mend things but it was too late to do it now
as his son didn’t even acknowledges his presence and behaves as if he is no one
to him and it’s only himself who should be blamed for this and what his son had
turned out to be. He looked at the report in his hand that a few minute back
his assistant had brought home as he had asked for it, reading it he realized
he is also responsible for the suffering of yet another person. After reading
the report he realize his son had married a girl who was just seventeen and he
cannot do anything for her even if he did and they were caught and he was sure
his son would catch them as he was to vigilant and his thinking is no match to
any one and if he knew he tried something like that he would not do anything to
him as he was tied to the promise made to his Nani to never hurt him but a
innocent soul will be battered in it and he was not ready to take that risk.
After few minutes his tears were dried and he
wiped his face with his hand and got up and walked to closet and opened it and
punched a few number and opened the locker and kept the file in it and took a
picture out of it and creased the picture of the girl on it who was smiling
looking toward the camera and a man was standing next to her looking at her
with a smile all his attention was on her and his hand around her waist holding
her secure in his arms and anyone could see their love for each other that was
oozing out of the picture to. Samar looked at picture and said he need you
please come back for him, don’t hurt him more he had been throw a lot already. Even
if he didn’t show it you know he cared and you mean a lot to him. I also need
to ask for forgiveness from you from all my mistakes because of me you are in
this condition today. He kept the picture back and locked the door of the
locker when he heard someone knocking. He said the person to come in and saw HP
walking in and said lunch is ready sir, Samar nodded and said he will be down
in a minute and HP walked out closing the door behind.
As soon as Samar was down he saw Khushi
sitting on the table and waiting for him a smile lit up his face thinking some
is waiting for him to join her for dinner it was first time someone had waited
for him after his second wife died as before her on one bothered to do so as
his first wife was too busy in her life and affairs that he never existed for
her and when his son waited for him he had been too harsh on him as he wanted
someone else to do that for him and he had neglected the person who was doing it
for him. He still remembers the crying face so his son who had waited for so
long for his father and he had harshly shouted at him and refused to
acknowledge his love and care for which he can do anything now but it was too
late to wish for it as he was only responsible to destroy it and after that he
had never seen his son until he did something more heinous to push him further
away from him, that lead him to built a wall around him that was too hard to
break now.
Samar was out of his thoughts when he heard
Khushi say I have been waiting for too long but no one cares with a pout and
Samar smiled at it and walked toward the dining table without a word and sat
and soon they had their lunch without a word just relishing their food. Samar
was smiling looking at Khushi who was enjoying food as if she had been starved
for days and chuckles a little that gained khushi’s attention. Khushi looked at
him and asked why you are laughing with a cute pouty face.
Samar
looked at her and said you love food a lot don’t you. Khushi looked at him and
said yes I love food but it’s second best in my life and said the best thing in
him life is my sister and smile bright at Samar. Samar looked at her and said
you miss her don’t you. Khushi looked at him and said no I don’t I talk to her
every day and she is happy with jeeju so I’m too, I miss her presence but why
should I complain when she is happy as her happiness means a lot to me, jeeji
says life is not a fairy tale it’s a battled sometime you lose sometimes you
win but even event in life teaches you something new. Samar was shocked at her
though she at the moment was talking like a mature person not like a seventeen
year old girl and he like he both the side. Soon lunch was over and both
decided to go to the garden area and relax a bit.
Khushi was sitting on the swing and reading a
book and enjoying the pleasant atmosphere as it was neither rainy nor too
sunny. Samar was sitting on the chair and working and at time looking at
Khushi. After he was done working he looked at Khushi and saw her sleeping he
got up took his laptop and left for his room and soon was back with a duvet and
covered her with it so she won’t feel cold and sat on the chair again with some
file on h is hand and got submerged in reading it. When he was done he noted it
was already 5pm so he called HP to serve tea in the garden itself and moved to
wake up Khushi.
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Khushi who was sound asleep felt someone
shaking her shoulder lightly and calling out her name but she was feeling to
sleepy and didn’t want to open her eyes, so she pulled the duvet up to her face
and snuggled in to it and slept again. Samar chuckled at her childish behavior
and though few minutes back she was talking to maturely who could say she is
same person. He again shakes her shoulder but a bit firmly and said Khushi its
5pm get up and let’s have tea. Khushi who heard him peeped out of the blanket
and looked at Samar and said I will but in few minutes and closed herself again
in duvet. Samar chuckled at her and though how to wake her up so she will get
up. Samar looked at her still sleeping and said if you don’t get up you won’t
be able to go for a swim and then Arnav will be her, then you could only sulk.
Khushi who was feeling lazy to get up, got up with a jerk that made Samar who
was standing next to him move a bit back and heard her say I want to swim lets
have tea and walked to the area where outdoor dining table was arranged and sat
down to have her tea leaving Samar to chuckle at her craziness. After the tea
party Khushi ran to her room saying bye to Samar while running away. Samar to
left for his room as it was better as his presence irritated his son beyond
measures.
On the other side ASR was dam busy with his
work he day had started good but turned out to be worst as soon as he entered
to office the peon had collided with him and spill the juice on his shirt
socking it with a orange stain and increasing his temper and firing him then
and there. Later his workers were not ready with the report he had asked to be
seen first thing in morning and when they did submit it, it had so many errors
that it had boiled his temper to no end and he had demoted the person and asked
him to complete this work as soon as possible and without a thousand errors or
mistake as he was not here to correct their flaws and if they can’t give their
hundred and ten percent to work they want leave and warned the person that if
this time he bring his work that was not accurate he will be kicked out. The
photo shoot they were suppose to have today has to be rescheduled as the model
selected was sick and the replacement they found was not up to the mark so ASR
canceled the shoot as he was not happy with the outcome of the shoot and for
him work satisfaction was the utmost important thing and that was one of the
reason of his success. Whole day her had been breathing fire and leaving every
employee to run as their ass was on fire and Aman was tortured beyond words by
ASR if anyone else would have been on his place they would have lost their calm
or ran far away from such a tyrant boss who neither breath in peace nor allowed
anyone else to breath. While leaving for his home rather early than usual he called
Aman in his cabin and said I want that model her by tomorrow or find a
replacement for her and this time a good one according to ARG’S reputation.
Khushi rushed to her room and locked the door
and dashed into the walk in closet and started to search for clothes she can
wear to go for swimming but was shocked to find swim suits in one of the drawer
and she took one out and her face lit up with smile it was a two piece swim
suit but it was decent enough and she could wear it but she knew she can’t go out
in front of anyone in it so she called HP and said him to prepare lassi for her
and keep it on the pool side and not let anyone come there after it and hung
up. She soon changed her clothes and wore the swim suit and took a bath robe
and over it and took a towel and left for the pool.
Khushi entered the pool area and locked the
door so no one will enter. She admired the beauty of the pool area it was
breath taking beautiful which had entrance to the pool from both the end one
which was facing the door way and other right opposite to it. She saw the drink
she said HP kept on one of the table near the lounge chair and walked toward it
and removed her bath robe and kept it on the lounge chair and looked toward the
pool and after finding a perfect spot to kept the her drink and picked the
glass filled with her drink and walked toward the spot that was direct toward
the door and kept the glass and slowly entered a foot in the water to see the
temperature and found it luke warm and entered the pool soon after it and
started to swim with leisure and enjoy a swim after so many months. She thought
about her school where they were thought to swim and how much fun she had with
her friends scaring and pulling each other’s leg and enjoying each other
company and doing crazy stuffs. Thought of her school life and friends made her
remember that she has to ask Arnav ji something and she decided to ask him
during dinner tonight and hoped her agreed.
Khushi was taking lap after laps and swimming
and thinking about if Arnavji will agree to her request she just hoped he did
as she wanted it so badly. He had been a bit good to her and given her a laptop
and phone but still it scared her to voice out something to him afraid of his
reaction. He had not forced her after her first night and she was thanking her
DM for it he had touched her but said her that he will before he did and it
helped her to prepare for what may come, she was confused with him and herself
to she was scared of him but when he touched her she felt something bubble in
her stomach and she had never felt this way with any man but then no man had
ever touched her this way. She wanted to know whys he felt this way and had
thought to ask him as he had said she could ask him anything but she just
didn’t had the courage to do as so. She was also afraid to think about what he
will do to her as soon as she turned 18 this question always scared her will he
hurt her like he did the first time and it made her shiver or will he say what
he will do any try to be a bit nice, an ounce of understanding that he showed
toward her was making her think about him and her life. She knew she was
married to him and she has accepted the change which she was never ready for so
soon. She had dreams about marriage but not before she had enjoyed her life and
did all the crazy stuff she wanted. But she had soon realized she was trapped
and she has to live like this and it will only be worst if she sulks about it
so she had made with this new change. But the question that bothered her was
she ready to let Arnavji enter her life as her husband and what scared her that
he doesn’t ask her but just dish outs his orders or commands and that made her
scared and shiver in fear from him. She had so many question she was fighting
for their answers but whenever she asks him he replies but she can’t understand
what he says as its twisted like him and her naïve brain can’t get his complex
words. But now she had decided to take things as they come as she can’t change
them but try to mellow it down by not complicating things. She laughed at her own
thought few days had made her more mature and thoughtful of life than any other
incident had. She stopped swimming and stood on the edge of the pool where she
had kept her glass of lassi and took a sip and relished the sweet drink. Lost
in her own world without realizing someone was watching her with his piercing
gaze. His eyes were on her every move and he was lost in her beauty and that
smile that played on her lips ever now and then. His gaze moved at her back
that was now visible to him so he moved a bit so he could see her pink lips
that had always attracted him and saw her lips moving as she was talking to
herself leaving his body to burn in need to suck those juicy lips till it turn
red and swollen, to have her what was his and will always be his, he smirked at
his wet kitten and thought to play a little game with her.
TO BE CONTD…….
DO LEAVE A COMMENT N LIKE
KHUSHI HAS NO OPTION OTHER THAN ACCEPT HER
LIFE LIKE IT IS NOW. SHE IS SCARED CONFUSED AND CLUELESS ABOUT HER FUTURE BUT
SHE IS NOT SCARED ABOUT IT BUT SHE IS MORE SCARED ABOUT PRESENT.
SAMAR WANTS TO REPENT BUT HE HAS NO GUTS TO
ASK HIS SONS FORGIVENESS AFTER WHAT HER DID TO HIM AND HER BURNS IN HIS OWN
HELL WITH EVERY GLANCE OF HATRED HIS SON THROWS AT HIM MAKING HIM DIMINISH HIS
OWN RESPECT LOWER AND LOWER IN HIS OW EYES. HE KNOWS HE IS LATE TO MEND THE
RIFT BETWEEN THEM.
ASR IS A MAN WHO IS NUMB AND HAD BEEN SO FOR
TO LONG TO FEEL ANY OUNCE OF LIFE AROUND HIM. HE IS A MONSTER BUT HE NEVER
DISGUIES HIMSELF HE NEVER BETRAYS OR BACK STABS.
[NOCOPY]
Awsome update !
ReplyDeleteI know ... I commented on IF but can't help but add...I really worriedabout what he is going to do to KHUSHI... SHE IS SO INNOCENT AND NAIVE..ESPECIALLY ABOUT PHYSICAL INTIMACY...
ReplyDeleteBUT I LOVE HER SPIRIT FOR LIFE AND MATURITY TOWARDS PROBLEMS IN LIFE..
WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE SICK LADY'S RELATIONSHIP WITH ARNAV AND ARNAV'S PAST...
I know many r scared abt intimacy part but life is really strange sometime we get wht we never want but still we learn to live with it. But think if they had an arrange marriage wld she have gotten the time that she is know to adjust everything has its darker side its the view point of a person that matters.
DeleteAbout the women you hv to wait i will reveal her on the right time.
sometimes what may seem the worst can be a saving grace n wht may seem god turn your life into hell.
Loved the update!! Khushi is such a child at times and yet so mature in regards to her outlook on life - we could all learn a few things from her character. Still itching to know about he woman. It definitely seems like a love interest of Arnav's. But he did call her Mrs. Raizada soooo... Hate the thought that he married Khushi while still married to someone else - even if she is in a coma!! Can't wait for the mystery to unfold. Please do update sooner - it is sheer torture to wait for these updates!!
ReplyDeletenice dear....
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