CHAPTER 17

 

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CHAPTER 17

Strategizing and planning things in life are good but not always as you tend to forget to live life by doing so as you have already laid a path for yourself and there will not be any surprise or excitement in your life. Sometimes you need let things lose and sit back and enjoy the moment rather than rationalize it. To live life you need to leave back someone things that are holding you in tight clutches and suffocating life out of you. You just need to live in the moment not being bothered about the consequences or fear the outcome of it. Breathing without being choked or suffocated it not a sin. To lose once a little to enjoy the life cut lose from the strings that hold a tight grip on your life. Being practical is good but sometimes you need to be foolish so you can have fun, whatever maybe the outcome you will always cherish the moment as one of you sweet moment as life never easy there are lot of twist and turns that may lead us to brightness or lead us to shackle of darkness that bind us to never ending agony.

ASR had always been a practical man, he had always planned how his life will be. He was a cunning and shroud businessman and it was not that he was born that way it was just that life had taught him how to make and break as he was broken once. He was talented by birth but his painful and lonely life made him shroud, costing him innocence that every child is born with. To lose one self is easy but to find once self is hard. Finding a way back when all you find darkness around you is hard but he did he fought his odds and found path for him and succeeded in it. He still had that dark entity in him and was the only way he was protected by the evil that had lurked to destroy him once. Even today if he let it in he knew he will succumb to the pain and hurt it makes him feel. He was never one of the child who had enjoyed his childhood his life was preplanned for him and he had to follow it and he had loved it but after the truth he only wanted to hide and left alone not that he had anyone who cared even then. But still like every child who believes that if he tries to be better he would be cherished he did all he can until he was left with nothing.

He looked at the girl in the pool he had never denied to not being attracted to her maybe someone would say even lust her but he won’t agree, he had never lusted her and he knew it if he had no one could have stopped him from making her his. He just knew that she was his and why he wanted her he had no idea maybe because she made him feel a bit of peace that had been always missing from his life. But today he wanted to for the first time looking at her enjoy, his practical side had been given a break and he wanted to enjoy like she was in the pool. Like that was the only real reason of happiness in her life. Her innocence had irked him at first but know he like it she was different from other and he liked her the ways he was and he knew she was scared of him a lot but it gave him a sadistic pleasure over and above her.

He had seen her for a while and now her wanted to taste her but not before a bit fun so he slowly got down in the pool from the opposite side so she could not see him and without any noise moved toward her and slowly touched her and before she could turn around her held her waist tightly with on hand and closed her eyes with a blind fold which was actually one of his tie that was present on the lounge chair which he had forgotten a day before and a thought about blind folding her enter him and he acted on his thoughts and tied it around her with the help of his other hand and teeth and tied it as tight as he can. He slowly creased his hand on her belly and felt her struggling and he knew she was scared as there were goose bumps on her hand and her breathing was irregular due to fear.

He was about to sooth her fear but then it was dam fun and arousing him to see her like that and he shut his mouth and leaned a bit and started to leave open mouth kiss on her right side of the nape of her neck and then her shoulder and left a bit mark on her neck prominent enough to be visible to him every time he sees her. He felt her struggling more as soon as he kissed her so he let go of her waist and pinned her to the wall of the pool with his front touching her back. He gave her no space to move and locked her tightly in his hold so she won’t wedge from her place and started giving open mouth kisses to her left neck and slowly lifted his hand and clutched her waist and very slowly started to crease her tummy and moved his hand upward her felt her shudder but he didn’t bother to ease her it was like a hunter had caught its prey but wanted to play with it before makes it realize that its trapped. He heard her say to let her go but he didn’t pay any attention to her meeky protest.

He felt her try to move her neck as if trying to say no but he didn’t care and then he slowly moved his hand up to her breast and stated to crease it over her bikini and felt her stiffen more and he loved this power play and he had always been the one who had loved being powerful. Soon his hand started to lift her bikini and started to fondle, crease, kneaded and pinch her breast till they were hard as pebble. He was lost in her soft and smooth body and wanted more so he turned her around in a swift move and now his hands were on her waist inside the water, but the pool on which side she was standing was not that deep, it was just till her breast so when he turned her and his eyes feel on her pink hard as pebble tits he was about to bend down and take them in his mouth when something happen so suddenly that he had to let go her.

Khushi was enjoying her time without any complication and fear of being seen by ASR she felt relaxed after a long time but she had no idea her peace will be short leaved when suddenly she felt someone hold her waist from behind and before she could do or say anything her eyes were blind folded and she was held in a tight grip and she was about to shout and scream but when she felt his lips on her neck her voice died and she felt a shiver run down her spine and she struggled to free her she even said in her chocked and shivering voice to let her go whoever it was but she got no reply back. She tried to struggle but he was too strong she was too scared to shout. She held her breath when he started massaging her breast and pinching, kneading them. She wanted to get out of his hold and when he turned her around she realize something and did what she should have done a lot before than she did according to her.

As soon as she did it he let her go and the first thing she did was pull her bikini back down so she could cover her breast back and hide herself from his perverted gestures and opened her eyes she was burning in anger she was already being dominated by Arnavji and she had accepted it but she is not gone let someone else do it so as soon as she opened her eyes she screamed and lunged on the man who had tried to force her according to her without seeing who it was. And when she jumped on him she heard him and stilled in his arms and looked up at him and shrieked and blinked her eyes once twice and thrice and saw shook her head in disbeliefs and then backed out and moved away from him. She looked at him and then around her not understanding a thing but soon her face changed color and she shrieked back and ran to him. She touched him and he hissed in pain.

Khushi looked at him and then her she saw blood in her hand and a scream left her mouth she kept on screaming and started to run toward the door and repeating need to stop the blood need to stop the blood, need to get first aid kit from HP need to treat it she was shaking franticly and was scared as hell she never like the smell of blood and now seeing blood in her hand all she wanted to do it get rid of it. She was on the door when a hand pulled her from the door while she was trying to open the door knob with her bloody hand and was hissing every second. She crashed to his chest and heard him say in a deadly cold manic like voice I would not like anyone to see my wife in such clothes so you better stop and you are not going out in this clothes and dragged her to the other side of pool.

ASR was just about to bend to take her globes in his mouth when he felt something hitting him with a force and he lot balance. When he gained his composure he felt something hot dripping from his nose and saw it was blood and then he was a glass in khushi’s hand and realize that khushi had hit him with a huge copper and steel glass and he was shocked for few minutes to react and saw her correct her bikini to put it back in place and then open her blind fold and lung on him and shout like a banshee and a smile lit up at his face at his fierce kitten and said khushi stop and it did the desired work and she looked up at him and was to shock to react so he said who do you think will come into this house and into my private pool without my permission, he felt her touch his nose and he hissed in pain.

But before he could say further she had pushed him and ran out of the pool saying blood and good knows what so he followed her and saw her ran to the door and her realize she is going out and he did not like the idea of others seeing her like this. So he held her hand and stopped her from going out and led her back to the lounge area and made her sit but she would spring up again and say need first aid blood and repeat it over and over. Arnav let her go and said sit her and don’t move and I will be back and so he stepped aside and opened a cabinet next to lounge area and took out a first aid kit and gave it to her.

Khushi looked at him and then the first aid kit on her lap and held it and stood up and pulled him to sit down and without a word wiped his blood with help of cotton and Dettol and kept blowing on his wound and crying as the same time and as if it was she who was hurt on him. He looked at her concerned eyes and care was clear on her face along with guilt. Khushi tenderly wiped his nose clean and applied a cream on it so the bruise will go away but she was guilt for hurting him this badly and after treating him sat by him with her head bent lower and without a word looking at the floor.

ASR who was watching her was shocked to see care for him in her eyes the last person who showed care for him was her he was lost in his past

Flash Back

A fifteen year old boy walked into the house he was not able to stand on his legs properly and trembling. He had been with a few boys of his school and they had made him smoke some weed and he was high on it and then he had a fight with one of his friend who had made fun of him so know his forehead had a cut that was bleeding and his knuckles were bruised.

As soon as he stumbled on the living room a thirteen year old girl in a black top and blue jeans held him and led him to the couch. He was smiling at her but before he could say a word she said you are high again why do you do this Arnav Nani will be so mad if she comes to know you are on drugs. He looked at her and said it makes me feel go and happy which I don’t feel otherwise. She looked at him and said it doesn’t makes you feel good but weak, you will prove them right that you are weak and worthless, before she could say further he got up and held her throat in a deadly grip nearly chocking her but she pushed him down with all her strength and looked at him not with anger but care and concern and said try to understand by doing this you are letting them win and making yourself and Nani lose. I you don’t take control of your life you will be what they wanted you to be worthless and I don’t think you want that, to let them win this time to and she helped him to get to his room before Nani could see him like this. She made him lay on the bead and removed his shoes and left the room to return with the first aid box to attend to his wound and when she was done with bandaging him she left the room closing the door behind.

Next day when he had woken up he had realize what she had told was so right and he needed to rise not sink so he had confessed his deeds to his Nani who had not judged him but understood his suffering and helplessness and got him admitted to a rehab and got him treated without anyone knowing about it. He had returned clean and sober after three months of treatment.

Flash Back Ends

Khushi looked at him and shock him and said I’m sorry I didn’t knew it was you please don’t punish me and tears were flowing from her eyes and she was repeating sorry again and again. He looked at her and just pulled her and made her sit on his lap and moved a bit so his back was resting on the lounge chair and held her close to him and his hand encircled her waist and said clam down khushi nothing happened as if saying end of discussion. Khushi looked at him with tears in her eyes and held up her hand and touched his nose and saw him close his eyes and asked does it hurts. ASR saw her innocent eyes and smiled a bit and thought she was too pure for this impure world. He pulled her close and wiped her tears with his hand and said the topic is closed it doesn’t hurt much I have been through worst and before she could ask more he got of the lounge chair with her still in his hand and walked toward their room form the secret passage he had entered and said we need a shower or else you will catch a cold and led her directly to the bathroom as soon as they entered the room and made her remove the clothes and get under the shower and helped her bath and bathed himself and then towel dried both and walked out of the bath room and moved in to the walk in closet and both got dressed up.

After getting dressed Arnav looked at her and said I will tell HP to bring our dinner up we will have it in the garden and picked up the intercom to command HP and food was place in the garden in few minutes. He held her hand and walked toward the table where their food was served and made her sit down. Arnav had already started eating but khushi was looking at him and he raised an eyebrow as if asking what. Khushi looked at his nose and then his face and said I didn’t knew it was you I thought it was someone else touching me and I reacted you believe me right you won’t punish me she looked at him with her doe like innocent eyes. Arnav looked at her and said as always no emotion visible on his face that this topic is close and they will not talk about it ever and saw her gulp in fear still and said I won’t punish you and started eating. Khushi looked at him and blinked a few time and then started eating she couldn’t believe he won’t punish her and she was happy with it and didn’t want to irk him up and invite her own doom.

TO BE CONTD…….

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 KHUSHI IS A PERSON WHO HAS A HEART THAT CAN NEVER LET HER HARM OTHER SHE DOESN'T HAS THAT IN HER SHE WILL ALWAYS BE SWEET BEING SHE IS N NEVER LOSE HE ANGELIC SOUL.

HOW MANY OF YOU THOUGHT HE WILL HURT HER.

ASR WILL BE TWISTED N WICKED BUT HE WILL NEVER BE A BACK STABBING ASSHOLE. HE WILL GIVE HER FARE CHANCE TO LIVE BUT HE WILL BE A PART OF HER LIFE FOR EVER WITHOUT A QUESTION.

A GLIMPSE OF HIS PAST IS GIVEN IN THIS CHAPTER TO HIS PAST WILL BE REVEALED IN PIECES AS IT WILL LET YOU KNOW WHAT KIND OF A PERSON HE WAS AND WHAT HE HAS BECOME.

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