CHAPTER
25
Fear is a feeling that we all want to be vary
off that one emotion and we would like to stay away from it for our own peace
of mind. So what we do when our fear is that rule us the most of the time walk
with us like a shadow. So even if we try to hide from it how can we leave our
shadow that walks with us all the time. Some fear are so engraved into our soul
that even if we portray to be strong and unaffected by it and fool others by
the mask with which we hide our fear but we know the truth, feel it every moment
in every pore of our being. So it’s not what we make other believe but what we
believe and how we conquer that feeling that can leave us open and venerable to
the world that will not leave a chance to make us weak and hurt over and over
again where it hurts the most.
ASR had landed to the place where his meeting
was to be and Aman was telling him all the details which he was hearing with
apt attention as for him his work was his breath and he can never neglect it.
It’s only his work that helped him to live again, he always thrived for the
best and some may thing he was heartless and a monster who had no mercy for
others but the only question he has will someone else let go this opportunity
if they were in his place her worked hard and got what was his and why should he
leave his success when he can gain it and for which he had worked hard. He had
over taken a lot of companies but he had always done it with his heard work he
would learn their weakness and exploit it for his gain and he had learned that
from the world what he was giving them back.
As soon as he entered the meeting room
everyone got up to greet him and as usual he ignoring it all sat in his chair
and the meeting started. This too was a takeover of a company and they were
here to finalize the deal and then there will be a press conference to declare
the takeover as there were many speculations about it. After the presentation
given by Aman and every detail of the deal was thoroughly discussed the deal
was signed and The Kapoor & Jindal chain of hotels were now included in
Raizada group of industries.
The meeting was soon concluded and it was decided
that Aman will evaluate all the employee and then it will be decided who will
stay and whom they will let go. The CEO of the Kapoor & Jindal group Mr.
Jindal walked to Aman and said Mr. Aman we would be obliged if you and ASR can
join us for dinner tonight.
Aman smiled at him politely and said let me
check with ASR and walked toward ASR who was talking to some associate and
turned when he felt a tap on his shoulder and looked at Aman with a raised
eyebrow. Aman looked at him and said Sir Mr. Jindal had invited us for dinner
tonight and waited for his answer. ASR smirked at Aman and said confirm it and
walked away.
Aman looked at his boss and knew something was cooking in his mind
and whenever he was so cool it rang a warning bell in his head but he will just
sit back and see it unfold as ASR had his way to deal with things and he knows
that whenever ASR has something in his mind he will surely do it.
ASR walked away from the meeting room and
Aman too followed him. The moment they were in the elevator Aman said ASR you
want to go to dinner with Mr. Jindal are you sure. ASR looked at him and said I
like to make people who think they are smart than me and can fool me with their
sweet talk then they need to be shown that who is the boss and with that he got
busy in his phone.
Aman looked at his boss and said Sir I had been in contact
with Rathods they will leave tomorrow early in the morning and all he got was
hmm from ASR. Aman looked at him and said you lunch is already in you room. ASR
without a word walked toward his room still busy in his phone. After entering
his room he freshen up and took his dinner without a word and then started his
laptop and got busy in his work.
At evening his room door was knocked and a
man walked in with a trolley and said Sir your coffee and kept it next to him
on the side table and left the room. ASR took the coffee mug and sipped it and
continued with his work after few minutes there was another knock and Aman
walked in after he said come in. Aman walked in to the room and said Sir the
work you have told me is done.
ASR looked at him and said fine and then talked
about other work and Aman looked his boss and said are you sure we are gone
join Mr Jindal for dinner. ASR just looked at him that shut him up and he left
after saying that he will come back after sometime and they can leave for the
dinner with Mr. Jindal and left the room.
ASR looked at Aman’s retreating back and
smirked he thinking what he will do today will make him shock but he never
cared about what other thought about him and the people who try to mess with
him have to know what he does with his enemies. He has all the information he
needs some of them were highly confidential even Aman had no idea about it. He
never likes to tell everything that’s going on his mind. Something are better
hidden till the right time comes.
He again got engrossed in his work and when
Aman walked back in his room did he realized they had to leave for dinner and
he got up and said Aman to wait for him he will join him in few minutes and
exactly after 45 minutes he was back and dressed in his articulate three piece
suit and was looking deadly handsome. Aman looked at his boos who was ready to
leave and even if they were an hour late and he had got call from Mr. Jindal a
few times he knew that it won’t matter to his boss so he kept quiet.
But
instead of leaving his boss walked toward the bar and made himself a drink and
sipped it taking his own time and Aman looked at his boss waiting for his order
about when can they leave and after 15 minutes when he had completed his drink
he looked at Aman and said lets go. So now they were in the elevator that was
moving down and after getting out of it ASR walked toward the restaurant in
which Mr.Jindal was waiting for them. Aman was following his boss when he saw
Mr. Jindal sitting on the table that was reserved for them and with him was a
girl in her early twenties.
ASR walked toward them and without a word to
the seat that was empty and gestured Aman who was standing to sit. Aman was
sitting next to the girl while ASR was sitting next to Mr.Jindal. Before Jindal
could say anything ASR said Aman order and Aman as usual ordered for his boss.
Mr. Jindal who looked at the man who was showing him so much attitude just
because he had the major shareholder of his company, but he knew it was not the
time to burst in anger but to use it for his benefit. Mr. Jindal looked at ASR
and said it’s a pleasure to meet you and this turning to the girl is Pia my
secretary.
ASR looked at him and not even bothered to look at the girl he
introduced and without a word gestured Aman who got what his boss wants and
Aman said Mr. Jindal will you elaborate why you invited us for dinner. Jindal
looked at Aman and then at ASR and said I know you have over taken my company
as all the shares of Kapoor’s are under your control but still I have my shares
and I would like to remain the CEO of the company it will benefit us both as I
have run the company for a long and know everything about it.
Aman looked at ASR but there was no reaction
and before he could say anything waiter came with their food and without saying
a word ASR started his dinner. But his blood was boiling and his grip on the
cutlery that he was holding in his hand was too tight and Aman who had known
him for long had seen the sign of him being infuriated and soon he will burst.
ASR looked at the girl sitting opposite to him giving him seductive look and
what angered him more was she was roaming her leg on his leg and creasing his
tights and trying to move it up and down and giving him that clear view of
cleavage that was peeking out of her dress. Before the girl could reach higher
ASR stopped eating and to the fork he was holding and within a blink of an eye
he had poked it into the girls leg and that had made her shriek and pull her
leg away to check if she was hurt luckily it was just a scratch and she was not
hurt badly and there was no blood.
ASR looked at the girl and said if you think
that this cheap tricks will help your boss that he has no idea with this what
had he called upon himself and turned to Jindal and said with his deadly eyes
and said you think that I don’t know about the fraud you did in the company and
money you took from company account to spend it on you mistress and looked at
Pia and you thought that your mistress can seduce me and you can bargain with
me than wrong move.
He looked at Aman and said release all the details we have
about Jindal to the press after tomorrows press conference and any ways
Kapoor’s are with us and looked at Jindal and said about the 30 % shares you have
it will be enough to clear all the amount you had embezzled from the company
account and the rest I will make sure that when your wife knows about your so
called mistress she lefts nothing for you and leaned toward Jindal and said you
made the wrong move and I don’t leave those who touch me without my permission.
He turned toward Aman and said deal with it. Aman nodded and saw ASR walking
away. Soon Jindal and his mistress was handed over to the police and said it to
keep it in rap it tomorrow and after everything was settled Aman too had walked
toward his room and soon slept off.
ASR entered his room and walked straight
toward the washroom stripped himself to cool down under the water but his anger
would rise every time the thought of what that girl was about to do made him
mad after an hour his anger was cooled down and he walked out of the room and
changed and hit the bed but todays incident had opened a door he would love to
remain close and soon his mind made him enter those dreadful memories he would
love to run away from. He was tossing on his bed as if
trying to ward off those memories that were engulfing him like a storm.
A boy who
was 11 year old had come back home from his boarding as it was his summer
vacation and as he entered the house it was empty he asked one of the servants
who said that no one was at home. He masked the hurt he felt that even after
letting his parent’s know none were at home to receive him he walked toward his
room changed and waited for his parents to come and when he heard a shriek of a
car an idea popped up in his little brain and he ran to the room upstairs and
hid himself in the cupboard silently peeking out of the slightly open door and
waited to surprise ponce on his parents.
Soon a
women walked into the room and after he a man followed and what he saw after
that made the eleven year old shrink and be scared of what was going on in
front of his innocent yes. The women was moaning and groaning and commanding
the man to do it the way she wanted and after fulfilling her lust she got up
from the bed in all her naked glory and walked toward the cupboard and the
moment she opened it, she was shocked to see the boy in the cupboard who had
closed his eyes but it was clear he was still crying. She looked at the boy but
took the bathroom robe beside him and wore it still looking angry at the boy.
Before
the boy could realize he was pulled out of the cupboard by a harsh grip and
then pushed to the floor. The boy opened his eyes and before he could say
anything the man who had seen this walked toward her and said who is this
darling the women looked at him and said stay in your limit and don’t poke your
nose where it doesn’t belongs. Man looked at her and then at the boy but
without a word walked back to the bed and sat on it leaning his head on
headrest.
Boy
looked at the women and then at the man and said Ma why is that man in your and
Papa’s room the women looked at the boy and said without even thinking that
what she is doing to the fragile heart of her child and said he is giving me
that your father can’t and how dare you sneak on us. Arnav looked at her and
said I will complaint to Papa about you and was about to go when Mrs. Shalini
Raizada pulled him back and said if anything and I mean anything comes out of
your mouth I will make sure that you Nani will suffer and saw the fear in his
eyes she knew that her son cared a lot about his Nani. Arnav looked at her and
nodded his head and heard her say from now on you will guard the door and let
me know when your father or anyone else comes toward the room you will divert
them and before that you will give me a missed call and shoved a phone in his
hand and so a fragile heart was brutally destroyed for the first time by its
own cruel mother and the poor soul had to guard this secret of his mother for
safety of his Nani. He would cringe every time his mother would walk home with a new guy and he would guard
the door. He would wait for his father every moment wishing he would come back
but he was busy in his business and he didn’t even bothered to call him or talk
to him when he called, returning the call was a far-fetched idea. He was on a
month long vacation that marked the beginning of a person who would be as
heartless as the people once he loved had been to him.
ASR woke up with a jerk and
he was sweating badly and his fuzzy mind could not make sense to anything and
after few minutes he was normal and he face palmed himself and got up from the
bed and moved toward the bar whenever he had a nightmare that was a part of his
reality he would drink himself to sleep and today to he was doing that. He was drinking
his drink one after another when he saw his mobile light blinking indicating a
message he took it up and saw and then just kept on blinking his eyes and then
read the message loud “Good Night Arnavji”. He kept his glass and walked toward
the bed still holding his mobile and jumped on it and holding a pillow in one
hand and mobile in other still looking at the message he drifted off to sleep.
Next morning he got up and
looked at the mobile still in his hand and kept it on the side table and soon
got ready for the press conference and then Aman walked in with the waiter and
said Sir your breakfast is here and I’m waiting out for you and walked out of
the room after informing him and saying the waiter to arrange the breakfast on
the table. After they did their breakfast they walked toward the conference
hall and it was made public that K & J group of companies were now a part
of Raizada and also the media was given details about Jindal and his fraud.
Soon the news had spread like wild fire and Aman had informed ASR that he had
made sure that Jindal will be on road and his wife had already kicked him out
and also filled a domestic violence case on him as it is she had said he had
hit her whenever she questioned him and then his mistress also gave a statement
against him. ASR just nodded his head and at that moment his mobile blinked and
he checked the messages and one of them was from his wife who had messaged that
she was leaving for Dehradun and will be back in two days and also a message
about the marks she obtained and whether he had his food but all he typed to
her is ok. This simple of her would mark the beginning of their twisted
journey.
TO BE CONTD…………..
DO LIKE N COMMENT
A PART OF ASR’s PAST IS REVEALED AND I KNOW
MANY WILL REALIZE WHY HE IS THE WAY HE IS NOW.
BEING HURT IS FINE BUT BEING HURT BY THE
PEOPLE WHO HAD INTRODUCED YOU WITH THE WORD LOVE IS HARD TO LIVE WITH AND YOU
CAN STILL SURVIVE IF YOU ARE NOT HURT OVER AND OVER AND AGAIN AND AGAIN BY
THEM.
NO KHUSHI BUT NEXT PART WILL BE BANG ON ABOUT THEM AND WICKED ASR.
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wow i m first to comment u...
ReplyDeletepart of ASR's past is sad, an 11yrs boy gone thru alot...
nice update..
from jenji08 (IF)
Hey,
ReplyDeleteI know I commented on IF, but I was reading this again and I just realized, Arnav hates to be touched but he is OK with him touching any girl, that surprises me. What kind of physical relationship will Arnav have with Khushi ? I meant, like will he not let even Khushi touch him ? Until now, it was always Arnav touching her and Khushi was either scared or felt disgusted to touch him, so the situation never arose, so what will it be in future ?
One more question, was Arnav sexually abused by anyone that he hates to be touched in anyway ?
NO he is not sexually abused
DeleteIts just he like to be in control in ever situation
Okay so his mother was the one reason.... but what Will he get hurting Khushi... Hope Khushi could make him love her
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